There's always a time period during which stuff is kind of not going as you want it to go, but you're not sure if you can still manage or not.
Well that time period is over now. I have reached the conclusion that... no, I can not manage.
I 100% blame my university and how they put an unacceptable amount of work into this semester that is not backed by any course points, meaning that aside from the coursework that I had planned for myself for this semester (which was already quite a lot), they gave extra, mandatory, and unforeseen work.
The result is that I have to work for 60-80 hours each week, which would be ridiculous (also unpaid, since I'm not getting anything from this aside from not getting tossed out) overtime, were we looking at this in a job's context instead.
What that means for this place, is that I simply don't have time for it anymore. I will return when, through some miracle or through doubling down on doing stuff, forsaking all my free time, I once again have time to not deal with schoolwork. New year's, maybe.
